Grace under preasure.
Week I: 2024/3/25 ~ 2024/3/31
Mon
Feel very exhausted even though it’s Monday. Feel sleepy all the day.
The only good news for me recently is the Introduction to Mao Tsetung Thoughts of this week in online. Don’t need to see the damn ideological and political teacher. The stiff and boring teacher got me sick. It’s just a waste of time to attend to his lectures.
Learned some coding today, only to find myself a layman to coding. And I suddenly realized that if I can learned computer science well, and so can others. Just to show computer science is a low subject with low technological barriers. And later I thought maybe there isn’t any subject with much higher technological barriers than others nowadays. Due to the highly-developed Internet today, I thought anyone can learn whatever he want if he has a strong intention. My friend and I talked about the harm of the development of finance in the Europe and he told me it caused many people to lose their jobs. I thought maybe the development of everything can be a double-edged sword. The popularity of the knowledge help people who don’t enter the college get the knowledge but also make the knowledge much cheaper and the endeavors people make can also be cheaper.
The future may not be as bright as I used to think. What I can do is to learn much more and try not to be obsoleted. A sand to the history is like a hill to a man. I hope to use my time to do the meaningful things but not to obey the rigid rules.
Feel sleepy, touch myself and good night.